Denial Blogging

Yep, it's that time again. Where I can pretend like I have actual time to blog and that I don't have mountains of school work on my shoulders. Cause I don't (lies).

Just talked to mom about the big move. She is stressing over it right now. Plus, the apartment people are being weird about a move in date. This whole "we guarantee it by May 5" thing isn't working for my schedule, Miss Lady. I need a REAL date. Although, I do like that my carpets will be shampooed, walls painted and memories of the previous owners will all be gone by the 5th. That will be nice.

ALSO! I have big news. News that alters my life everyday.

I gave up drinking pop. Like for real. It's been almost 3 weeks and I haven't had any (except for a sip of desperation on Friday, but it was literally a sip). I'm pretty proud of myself. I didn't think I would have this much will power. I hope to stop until the end of May when I'm in a wedding and then just drink it in moderation, but we'll see.

Right now I'm just sticking with water and the occasional sweet tea or lemonade (which coincidentally have about the same sugar content as pop, which suuucks). How rude.

I'm trying to eat healthier also. I guess I'm beginning to become a grown up? As weird as that sounds. I just want to look good in a bathing suit, though. So my motives are purely selfish. And I want to look good for my future husband and eventual celebrations that come with the occasion.

Too far?

No time to blog.

But, the good news is this fella is still in my life.

All is well.

Lazy Days

Last Thursday and Friday we were lucky enough to have 2 snow days at school. Pretty exciting stuff.

...except when teachers figure out they can give you assignments on Blackboard due during regular class time. Rude.

I did that most of Thursday and did nothing the rest of the weekend, but managed to watch an insane amount of Disney movies. We watched Alice in Wonderland, Hercules, Lion King and Prince of Egypt - among others. And all in one day. Impressive.

I'm only 7 little days from driving again. Pretty exciting news. This 6 months has been tough, but encouraging at the same time. I guess God takes situations like mine and teaches people like me to rely on others instead of doing it all yourself. Definitely a lesson I needed to learn.

My friends and family have been great. Especially Taylor. Our relationship is probably the best its ever been because I'm not over thinking things as much. I'm sure he's as thankful for that as I am.

Oh and this title of this entry comes from a song my dad used to sing to me in the bathtub. Sometimes it will just pop into my head. He's such a nice dad.

Here's a link to the song if you would like to enjoy it personally.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7DkETTRg0C8

This was drawn on my car when I saw it yesterday. Thank you to who drew it, whoever you are.

Is it really almost February?

This year has been the longest and shortest year of my life (currently a year to me is based on school, not a calendar. Yes, I do realize it's not even the end on January yet haha).

I feel like SO much is lying ahead of me: spring sing, summer, graduation, engagement/marriage, a career - SO much to prepare for!

New motto: taking things one day at a time.

My mom engraved this motto into my mind growing up and often tells me "I hope you dance" (based off the Martina McBride song) when I take things too seriously.

Last week was hectic in the spring sing world. A few blips in the process and one very unexpected blip - a show changing blip. And a blip that I think is now fixed. Whew!

Right now I'm enrolled in a Media Ethics class, taught by my favorite communications professor, Dr. Patterson. Surprisingly enough, it seems I can use a lot of this information sooner rather than later. Being the executive director involves a LOT of decision making - I try to make it as fair and unbiased as possible, but as the saying goes, you can't please everybody. This class is teaching me way to deal with group conflict and is probably one of the biggest blessings in my life right now.

Plus, Dr. Patterson has some great stories from his journalism days. Never boring.

More exciting news: I'm looking for apartments next weekend with one of my bestest friends! We'll be moving in the beginning of May and signing a year lease - if all goes as planned, by the time the lease is up I will be getting married soon after! : )

The 2nd Greatest Thing About Christmas is...

After Christmas sales, of course!

My mom and I hit Dillard's hard this year. And it was well worth it. We went twice and the second time all of the items that were already on sale, the took an extra 50% off with. It was SO GREAT. I got some "grown up" clothes a very pretty jacket and a dress that I could potentially wear to a banquet this spring.

This wonderful jacket was only $18!

This was $22!

Without the extra 50% it was $10!!! Great deal! And I love a high-waisted pencil skirt.

I love the lining of these.

That's pretty much how my christmas was spent. That and Spring Sing. Not a bad deal, I gotta say. Having no car made it a little boring, but the DishNetwork made up for it, totally.

Tomorrow starts a new semester. Only 2 left until I graduate! Crazy thought. Weekly meetings for Spring Sing start tomorrow. I'll have them every Monday until March. It seems so close, but so far. I'm sure it will fly by.

Finally gettin' around to it

New blog post: in progress. I'm sure my 2 followers are pleased as punch.

Last post was approximately 5 months ago...whoops. Lots has happened as anyone would assume.

Remember when I said I was really busy and frazzled over the summer? Well it turns out that can be a bad thing for too long (who knew, right?). In early August I suffered some health problems because of it, which will probably change my life in the next few years (Remembering to take medicine everyday, twice a day, is a hard thing to do!), but alas, I am alive and healthy and have now changed some habits to relieve the stress I was feeling this summer.

So far so good. No flare ups to speak of.

Spring Sing is coming along quite swimmingly. Lots to do still, but when January rolls around (actually, I'm lying to myself - its already been happening) I'll be busier with planning.

Did I mention how much I like planning things? I'm so weird.

Today, I got curious and looked up my birth order to see what it said about me. Being an only child I've always felt a little weird compared to those "sibling families..." - but I realized that my characteristics are very independent (duh.), organized (well, most of the time), sensitive/doesn't take criticism well (maybe true...) and gets along better with people older then themselves, rather than people their own age (this is very true. i hung out with my parent's friends a lot growing up. not to mention the whole "growing-up-in-a-divorced-household-thingy."

I was also described as being "small adult at age 7." Which made me laugh a lotttt. But I would probably agree with that. I wasn't doing my taxes or anything, but I could hold conversations with most adults and understand movies, TV and music beyond my years (not that I'm bragging or anything, just an observation).

It is very possible I will be marrying a "first born - aka the "natural born leader/achiever/list maker." Only children have been described as "super first borns" - pretty much anything a first born does put a VERY in front of it and you have a Susan.

The only real difference I see between first borns/only children is this: only child= sensitive, first born = sarcastic/assertive (opposite of me haha)

Which leads me to Taylor and I:

Ah yes, the boyfriend. It is said that we are not compatible as a couple. We will butt heads, get on each other's nerves, etc.

I want to prove we are and can be the exception. Though we may not be ready for marriage, yet, we know what we want and have a plan (how first born of us, right?) and want to do this right. I happen to have a very shining example of a first born couple that worked out and whose relationship I admire. It gives me hope.

Oh yeah, merry (late) christmas!

Update on my life

I promise I will update this thing....I've been rather busy being an college student, and all that jazz.

You can look at part of my life that is slowly taking over the entire thing here: www.blogs.oc.edu/springsing2010